Archive for June 5th, 2007
June 5th, 2007
Yesterday I took a day rest because of the stress I’m experiencing lately. My eyes wasn’t
working fine and I’m having a headache almost every hour of the day. So yesterday, I just
took a rest and relax the whole day. It’s so frustrating for me to see myself resting.
But I feel like I’m getting older everyday because of the stress I’m getting lately.
I feel like I want to take Miami botox because of these stress I’m experiencing. I need to get some rest to look young always. LOL
I’ve woke up at 7am then decided to call my team leader to inform her about my condition
because I’m not feeling well. I just told him that I would work at home for that day. Good
thing that he grant my request. Also I made a promise to her that I will complete my work quota for this week. I feel lazy yesterday for not working. But I must consider also my
health. I’ll just finish all my work load during weekend.
June 5th, 2007
Just this morning I heard a guy with a loud voice talking about the father of my friend. I didn’t understand what he said because I’m at the 2nd floor of our house. Then after few minutes I received an SMS. The SMS came from my friend Jay. After reading his message I feel very sad because he said that his dad, Lito died last night because of heart attack. What made me sad is because just yesterday I saw her dad on the morning and afternoon. And he greet me with smiling face. The father of my friend is only 49 years old before he died. On this instance I just realized that we should live our life to the fullest everyday because we don’t know if we can still live on the next day. My friend was planning to put him on senior care in New York City next year before he died. We will miss you Lito and may you rest in peace. We will pray for you.
June 5th, 2007
My sister called me yesterday asking about the status of my studies. She was asking it
because I’m still not asking for the tuition fee to her. At first I thought of just
tell her that I would lie about my enrollment. But on the second thought I just think
that I should tell her about my real feelings regarding my studies and work.
It was hard for me to tell it to her because I know she won’t agree to me on my decision.
So I did try to explain it to her and unfortunately as I predicted she disagree with my
decision. But I’ve already made a decision and I would stick to it.
My dilemma now is my younger sister has already finished her college and will try his chance to apply for accounting in San Diego. In the next 2-3 years she will be successful and I might get embarrassed for that. So I’m thinking of finishing my study first before pursuing my dreams But right now I’m on the critical part of my dream. And I cannot leave it right now. Hopefully I could sort it out this problem soon.